Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!

Can't I make you understand?
You're having delusions of grandeur

I'm through accepting limits
'Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down:
come with me. Think of what we could
do together.

Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team
There's ever been
Dreams, the way we planned 'em

If we work in tandem
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity

They'll never bring us down!

I hope you're happy
Now that you're choosing this
I hope it brings you bliss


I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy, my friend
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!

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At times where my father tells me "If you hate living in this house so much, then just move out." I really dont know what to do. I tried to think of a song that pretty much told me how I felt. That song above pretty much did it. I do hate this house and everything that is a part of it. I cant take my moms bitching and all that and no one listens to eachother. Cause we all communicate the same and none of us will accept that we are wrong at times. Uh and ya know what, I would move to FH in a heartbeat, except I am pretty sure that I would somehow have guilt about moving out which would hurt my parents. Even though I would say it didnt bother me. OH and also, I am so afriad of college cause I dont think I can do it. I dont think I will be able to make it as a music major. And I also doubt that I can make it in the house. Burton tried to reassure me. He did a good enough job cause he shut me up cause I couldnt say anything to try to prove him wrong. Thank god someone can shut me up.